1. a digicam for my usage only
2. a new phone to replace the dying, preferable the e51 w/o cam
3. a pair of aviators, with degree lenses.
4. revamp wardrobe and get rid of oversized shirts/sponsored polos.
note to self : tees, jeans + leather jacket combi/ vest shirt pants/jean combi (needs more research on fashion sense)
5. a decent pair of shoes to replace the torn-worn sneaks, preferably pair of converse.
6. slim down/exercise a little bit more,get motivated, build some muscle and keep the weight down at 65kg.

Sounds Like: a very angry person.

Why do people assume that everything goes as planned and i have control over everything? if I had control over everything, I wouldn't be here asking "why do people assume that everything goes as planned and i have control over everything?"

It's because I was disillusioned into thinking that this would net me the opportunity to make the music that I'd actually want to make. Now, one who still lives in his mother's basement will so incline to think that the world is black and white, but more often than not, that isn't the case. I do work with other human beings and people that I care about, including my old man, so it's hard to just say "No, no, no" to things that I disagree with, because they, too, have to deal with other people in the end. However, all of this does not limit me from giving my opinion of it when asked, or when bothered with.

Party like a rockstar, dress up in the bad boy getup of snug T-shirt, optional leather jacket, plus to-die-for aviators.

translucent lenses
a reflection in anothers eyes
can either show truth or compromise
regarding the image that originates
and if it is even slightly accurate
oh the value of a translucent friend
someone possessing innocent transparence
whose own shades of color and light
will not alter reflections of you in their eyes
For how better to find a snapshot of you
Then from someone who enjoys the view
Not out of naivete or simplistic denial
Or stemming from some disregard for your wiles
But out of a purity that is not often found
And is often annihalated by our cultural surrounds
What a refreshing breath of spring air
To look in their eyes and see the reflection there

Mike's gone.

Ok, lets get it on with the life we still have, breathing, stinking humans like we all are.
I want lots of things, namely girls, movies and money. I need a new haircut, and a free lifetime pass to rockstar freedom, passive income and all you can enjoy hotel entertainment.

I too have fetishes, which I am not yet about to disclose.
I like to dance, watch tearjerker movies, do things on impulse, loves listening to good old music, likes the idea of being loved, likes to sing, likes attention, likes to be recognised, likes praises, hates critics, like being the critic, likes having the knowledge others do not, likes to joke, likes to read, likes girls, hates boys, quite desperate, likes indie stuff, hates mainstream ideas, wants to adopt a new identity, likes acting, likes cameras, likes to be on a director's chair, likes lust, dislikes anger, likes martial arts, hates orders, dislikes superiors, likes ego, dislikes smoking, loves black&white.

I love black and white photographs, pictures etc. I live in the past, like a memory of sorts. Sentimental, oldies, i love everything from the past. Not a wonder i ace-d my history. We are so alike in every way. God, I need the present.

I adore French ladies, classy sophisticated lovely beautiful and whoa, heavenly. My favorite body part is the eyes, I like sleepy eyes.